Posted by: Justine-Paula Robilliard | February 8, 2016

Not sure what to say..

I am not sure what to do, or what to say, depression is my only constant “friend”, with me all the time, someone I hate, yet never hates me back. Medical morons simply do no get depression, by that they do not understand what it does from you.

Depression rapes you, it steals from you, it abuses you, and there is nothing you can do, it comes like a rapist in the night, it steals your pleasant dreams, it takes your sleep, makes you so tired during the day, yet sleep does not cure your tiredness, depression takes your memory, it takes your ability to focus, the medical morons don’t get it.

You cannot take a pill to treat depression, the blues, the I am feeling low, that is easy, and that is not depression, I have a massive problem with the word itself and that the medical muppets with the degrees and experience, have yet to quantify the scale of depression.

Depression needs a scale, the medical idiots, have scales for burns, for shark bites, for size of breasts, but not for the most important aspect of mental health, what the **** is up with the medical mental health idiots?

Psychiatrists are by far the worst scum in medicine, lazy and useless, they know nothing and have the ability to prescribe totally useless drugs, psychiatrists cannot and should not be trusted or licensed to practice medicine, they have proven a clear lack of understand of the condition of the human mind/brain interaction. They sit and doze while the patient rabbits on, then the mental health moron, who is worse than the patient scribbles out a totally bogus useless dangerous script for medication that has no usefulness in treating the condition.

Instead of dozing off in the chair, then at the end of the day, jumping out the window and committing suicide, they would best be served figuring out a system to describe the condition we call depression, a depression is a small dent in the ground, I don’t have that, mine is deep, it has taken loved ones away from me, made me say and do stupid dangerous things, I am judged based on my poor mental health, mental health left that way by stupid insane uneducated, untrained mental health muppets. 



  1. Just wondering if you’re OK.

    • HI Calie, yeah wow still doing ok, I had forgotten about this blog, it must be 5 years since I even thought about it, not much has changed though….thank you for asking…thank you so much!!

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